Its a pity that I dont use swear words… Though I know a hell lot of them, I never become profane. Then how shall I let out my anger, frustration, sadness and all? In the morning, there were only a few reasons, but as the day got older, I think enough reasons popped up to drown me in. Are there only frauds in this world? Why can’t I ever meet people who are a bit more nice? And why is the world becoming such a tough place for me day by day? God! I wish I wasnt born.. Or else, make me invisible, so that I can kill a few people out there. Really!! This has gone too far, and I cant take it anymore. As I feared, that ghastly animal in me has begun to rupture out of its lair and is about to take out a few lives too..
But the thing I want to ask to myself is why am I so much worried about people who don't mean anything to me? or do they really mean a lot to me, and I'm just ignorant about it?? In that case, I’m damn possessive and that's whats making me feel this way right now… But do they feel about me the same way that I feel about them? Is everyone truthful about their feelings? I dont think so.. Relationships have lost their value.. Frauds rule… and the ones who really put their time and effort to make a relation work are just fools who do not get back anything in return for their strain.
But the thing I want to ask to myself is why am I so much worried about people who don't mean anything to me? or do they really mean a lot to me, and I'm just ignorant about it?? In that case, I’m damn possessive and that's whats making me feel this way right now… But do they feel about me the same way that I feel about them? Is everyone truthful about their feelings? I dont think so.. Relationships have lost their value.. Frauds rule… and the ones who really put their time and effort to make a relation work are just fools who do not get back anything in return for their strain.
